things haven't been the greatest for me these past couple of weeks. Mia's been distant as fuck and then when I ask her about it, she seems to take it out on me. But then when I ask her if anythings wrong she just breaks down and asks me "why am I the problem Mike. Why is it always me?". Don't get me wrong, I love my wife, but if she isnt the most insufferable fucking person I've ever met. She's hiding something from me, I've known her long enough to know this.
You'll never fucking guess what happened. Today Josh had a flag-football practice, and normally I'd stay and help the coaches with the kids since I'd already be off work and I'm proud of my fucking son. Well today Josh wanted to sleep over at his friend Finneas' house after practice and Finn's parents didn't have a problem driving him to their house and back to ours, so I thought I'd use today to try and work on some games or game concepts back at the house. Well what a good fucking idea that was because I come home to my WIFE fucking one of my best friends.
EDIT: It's been a week and It doesn't even feel real, we're still sleeping in the same bed, we're still eating breakfast in the morning, we're still doing everything like normal, she's watching some fucking video on youtube as I'm writing this. Does she not realize what she's done?
Well the divorce is finalized and I don't know if I'm happy about that. It feels like a part of me is just ripped out of my stomach and Josh... I can't even begin to imagine how Josh might be feeling the poor boy. Everything just felt so simple in retrospect, I mean Mia and I got married at 18 (19 for her), so maybe we rushed it? maybe if she realizes that she misses me we can get back together and finally live like a family. Maybe things can be normal.
EDIT: I couldn't recall when things were normal for us
Okay WOW, i haven't used this is a while, but honestly, things are going really good! Josh and I are hanging out ALL THE TIME, I just met this woman and she seems very intriguing, things are going really well (despite the fact that I've only had coffee with her, but I can tell more is coming haha) and for the first time in years I can genuinely say that I'm HappY